I did it. I survived my first semester as a real college professor and no one got hurt. No one except the one student I almost kicked out of the program and the 30 other students who probably didn't learn anything, but really, whose counting?
I knew going into this semester that it was going to be hard and that I would make mistakes. Directing an after-school literacy program in a public elementary school for a year is not adequate preparation for teaching 2 classes, three days a week, to juniors and seniors in college. But, despite this realistic--and what I originally thought was overly pessimistic--attitude I was continually startled by just how hard it was and just how many mistakes I could make in one 50 minute chunk of time. I mean, really, if you bill yourself as a methods expert you should not be confusing the independent and dependent variable.
To avoid posting a long, rambling, rant I think it's best to summarize this semester in a series of bullet points...possible PowerPoint slides, if you will...
IMPORTANT THINGS TO KNOW ABOUT MISSISSIPPI STATE STUDENTS (especially juniors and seniors)
- The schools these students are coming from have failed them.
- They do not know how to write in complete sentences.
- They do not know how to properly capitalize.
- They do not know what the structure of a paragraph should be.
- THEY HAVE NEVER HAD TO THINK.
MOST SOCIOLOGY MAJORS ARE TRANSFER STUDENTS FROM MISSISSIPPI JUNIOR COLLEGES. This means:
- They do not know where the library is on campus.
- They have not been taught by my colleagues in the lower level courses.
- They have not really experienced college and therefore have no concept of how much work they are expected to do.
THE SILVER LINING REGARDING MSU STUDENTS
- There are a handful of incredibly bright students who amazed me everyday.
- Many students were incredibly appreciative of the extra help I gave them.
- Few students held the entitled, privileged attitude I frequently came across through out my own education.
LESSONS LEARNED ABOUT TEACHING
- Teaching is hard!
- Preparing for a 50 minute lecture can easily take 24 hours.
- The rare moment when a student finally "gets it" is worth the 12 hour days.
Well, so much for avoiding a long, rambling post. Maybe I shouldn't be so hard on my students when they can't write a concise, focused essay?
Because every post deserves a photo here's one of Bowen Hall--home of the sociology department.
Yes, that is my bike out front. The one with the big, red basket.
You said it! I am so proud of the way you expressed the joys and frustrations of teaching, and how you can look at yourself and your experience with some degree of objectivity (in other words, without thinking that you are the failure in the students' inability to learn as you would like them to do).
ReplyDeleteDon't know if you still monitor this blog, but I found it by accident and wanted to comment about the students' preparation. It's true that lots of students are inadequately prepared for college work, but MSU is a land-grant school. The best students coming here are usually interested in physical or life sciences, architecture, or engineering, not the humanities or social sciences, so (unfortunately) in such a setting, sociology departments do not usually attract the best students.
ReplyDeleteAnd it's not *at all* correct to call State the most prestigious university in the state. It's not the hardest to get into. Its prominence among agriculture-oriented researchers aside, within the state it's derided as a cow college. For years, MUW up the road has had higher admissions standards than either State or Ole Miss (and possibly USM, but I don't know), and the Jackson-area private schools outdo all of them.
But your point is well-taken: it must be incredibly frustrating to try to teach unprepared students at a college level.
Also, I hear you on the religious displays. Grew up here, always hated that; one of the reasons I left. But I came back, and now it really doesn't bother me. Couldn't quite say why, although it's possible that I discovered all the ways that the Northeast doesn't suit me during 10 years there.
Best to you at McGill!
-- Mississippi native and current MSU grad student